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Silence, Be My Restorative

by Peter Spiker

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Silence, be my restorative Peaceful and elegant I close my eyes Sadness, safe and familiar Come and enfold me I'll breathe you out Hurry it up I want what's coming to come Your face lost around corners Sunk in the shadows I'm unaware Memories, wrapped in euphoria Cruel and fleeting I chase them down For you I climbed up a mountain Embarrassed and sullen I let you down I was to be a part of your family Oh, the naiveté You let me down
2.
A colour-play of changing hues Patterns as the light sneaks through And I’ve the time to wander through A myriad of memories The ones that have your face make me turn away Here’s the time I heard you sing Here’s the time we bought some rings You held my hands as if I’d fly away Our fingers tightly interlaced And every time we did you’d take stock of it Cherishing it Just bury the year, there’ll be another one Lower your head and someone else will come Take what was good and leave the rest behind I have now my lesson learned I know how and why it hurts
3.
Tauranga 03:11
I found out I am limping from one day to the next There is no beginning, the sun forever sets Your presence is eternal I’m cursed to wander, longing for the day The day when I no longer know your name The disbelieving silence as I stay wide awake The coloured lights of Christmas flicker on my face Your peaceful sleep’s a wonder I feel like I won’t sleep for twenty days You called for me then pushed me far away I wish that I had never learned your name Don’t be a stranger Sometimes when I awaken you’re waiting in my mind I might like to imagine our fingers still entwined And with no explanation I have to put my love for you aside This has to be the last time that I cry I have to leave those memories behind
4.
Silver Fern 02:44
Turn my head to face the breeze Spread my hands to catch a leaf If I am here, aware of what I am… I think I’ve been fooled again Followed when you beckoned Through all the views and silver fern distractions I see a woman ruing her mistakes And Auld Lang Syne of wailing on the phone Another night of wishing I were home
5.
Ocean Floor 04:26
A pardonable vanity A throat that’s screaming silently for you Not only out of grasp You are so far away it can’t be thought around When I can’t sink any more I know I’ll rise again My feet on the ocean floor, but I will rise again Irresolute and sedentary I wade through wasted days murdering time Phantom plans habitual While fires eat the earth just to the south
6.
Fireline 03:01
The placid wind is guilty of the branch’s ghostly weave A menagerie of rats and birds stir among the leaves I’ve been low so long I’m high The summer months have stayed their ground Mostly terrifying We can stew in peace in the autumn sun And languish is safety for a while And oh, to be alive again To take it in, to feel the wind A creature of the night no more And oh, to be alive again To reignite a dulling mind A pulse among the crowd And oh, to be alive again To make this chance the best of starts And be alive again
7.
Notch 03:52
I find a notch and begin to shed it off I slip the skin and begin to build again Balanced upon the fault line for years Defined by tremored skips Pining for calm waters I make some noise, chasing ghosts into the void I use my voice to fill the halls No more floods, no more fires I make you laugh but I know it’s not enough I watch your smile because it’s missing from your eyes
8.
Mendicant 02:08
Let’s start another new life in another world Let’s join our bodies together and forge ahead Let’s trust each other with our lies and our secrets We have eternity to work through the hardest parts But please, don’t change your mind Why can’t they look me in the eyes when they break my heart? There must be something in my face that’s hard to take
9.
Alive on the cliff’s edge and listening The roar of the ocean, regenerative Make me peaceful Still my racing thoughts Awake and exploring the honeycomb The roar of synapses, perpetual In the silence there’s a symphony On the beaches, on the mountainside In the searching On the journey home
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Listening In 04:09
Meditative thunder, I hear your words Carried o’er the valley to speak with me Oh, how you sing! How far you see! Sing once again for us, I’m listening in Sighs of water falling on neighbourhoods Shines in amber dawning, a mirrored sheen Come wash away, reveal the man Sing once again for us, I’m listening in

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released September 18, 2023

Written and recorded at home by Peter Spiker.

Cover photo by Bradley Gaskin.

Thanks to Brent Carraill, Dale Lewan, Nick Spiker & Jack Spiker.

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Peter Spiker Adelaide, Australia

The creative force behind Adelaide prog-rock group Quiet Child, Peter Spiker returns with an album of gentle, acoustic songs.

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